
So i never realized how hectic life was going to be with 3 boys. I didn't realize that every evening moment was going to be filled with one activity or another. I didn't realize the nights that I would spend awake, worrying about why Konley is at the bottom of the batting order(mom pride, or not, he really shouldn't be), or which team would be the best fit for Keegan to try out for, for select soccer, or whether Jack should really start kindergarten with his late birthday and being child #3. No one tells you that the sleepless nights don't stop when your children start sleeping through the night. (Though last night Jack woke up at 2 in a total panic cuz he thought he saw a huge spider in his room. He couldn't even let go of my neck so i could check it out. Turned out to be all of his monster trucks piled up, that he didn't put away.) I know that from now on I will have these sleepless nights. I know that I will always worry about them. I know that I love them and wouldn't trade any amount of sleep for them.